yessssss it feels very....what he would do? for lack of better words OTL. he'd TRY bc it's not like he doesn't have affection for other people, but then like....it's what's the metaphor --- when it's like the world is divided in two parts: INSERT CHARACTER NAME and EVERYTHING ELSE ojfksdojeklsd but that's how it is for kenma too whether he wants to admit it or not
but he couldn't have dated anyone. even post time skip kenma i always imagine he just honed what he was good at and never looked outside of it bc the things he's NOT good at -- people in close affection if he has to Think about ittoo much -- is sitll...the same. OTL fd;lsks; i think every time kuroo dated someone kenma ghosted him eventually though he always STARTS OUT OBSTINATELY acting normal D| then ABRUPT escalation to I Don't Like This and disappearing flmsdflkdsfd
i think even though kenma wouldnt be looking to date hed get approached by people a LOT and thats just another reason he keeps growing his hair out......auto-block ojesfdjokesfld and then there's the fact that he can be er a little rude [?] when he says no and there's THAT whole can of worms. bc i don't think he'd have trouble saying he's not interested but he probably needs to learn to be more polite about rejections. i think esp third year kenma hits that point where he's getting pursued a lot and he just EXTRA DEEP DIVES into his hobbies esp without kuroo there....who he misses. a lot.
in any au or canon i think or play kenma as having feelings for kuroo WHETHER he knows it or not /admits it or not. even when i've got a different end-game in aus i just have past kuroken or kuroken unrealized etc....bc it's Who I Am i guess....
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yessssss it feels very....what he would do? for lack of better words OTL. he'd TRY bc it's not like he doesn't have affection for other people, but then like....it's what's the metaphor --- when it's like the world is divided in two parts: INSERT CHARACTER NAME and EVERYTHING ELSE ojfksdojeklsd but that's how it is for kenma too whether he wants to admit it or not
but he couldn't have dated anyone. even post time skip kenma i always imagine he just honed what he was good at and never looked outside of it bc the things he's NOT good at -- people in close affection if he has to Think about ittoo much -- is sitll...the same. OTL fd;lsks; i think every time kuroo dated someone kenma ghosted him eventually though he always STARTS OUT OBSTINATELY acting normal D| then ABRUPT escalation to I Don't Like This and disappearing flmsdflkdsfd
i think even though kenma wouldnt be looking to date hed get approached by people a LOT and thats just another reason he keeps growing his hair out......auto-block ojesfdjokesfld and then there's the fact that he can be er a little rude [?] when he says no and there's THAT whole can of worms. bc i don't think he'd have trouble saying he's not interested but he probably needs to learn to be more polite about rejections. i think esp third year kenma hits that point where he's getting pursued a lot and he just EXTRA DEEP DIVES into his hobbies esp without kuroo there....who he misses. a lot.
in any au or canon i think or play kenma as having feelings for kuroo WHETHER he knows it or not /admits it or not. even when i've got a different end-game in aus i just have past kuroken or kuroken unrealized etc....bc it's Who I Am i guess....
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